sometimes.

sometimes i wonder how i'd fare on the amazing race or survivor. i love these shows, i wonder if i could have the endurance or strength to get through. well, survivor i'd probably vote myself off. no question.

sometimes i feel so inadequate.

sometimes i feel how small i am in this really big world.

sometimes i just want to cry, for no reason.

sometimes i do that a lot.

sometimes i am constantly hungry, no matter what goes into my mouth.

sometimes that's annoying.

sometimes i wish i had more confidence.

sometimes i dream of living in another state, but certain circumtances would have to change for that to be an option at all. actually, a lot.

sometimes i just love to daydream.

sometimes i wish i could do more than what i do.

sometimes i am so confused, i don't know what i want out of life.

sometimes i wish i could be in 2 places at the same time.

sometimes i wish it would just stay dark all day.

sometimes i wish i could eat "junk" all the time and not deal with the effects later on. who doesn't really?!

sometimes i wish i was more outgoing.

sometimes i don't and am ok being the quiet one.

sometimes i wish i could stop time and just sleep and be lazy, without losing a day.

sometimes i wish i had more willpower.

sometimes i wish i didn't care what people thought of me.

sometimes i wish my brain had an off switch.

sometimes i wish i could give more to others, without worrying about cost.

sometimes it bothers me when a show is "live" but then it says "previously recorded" and they pretend it really is "live" and that "day". why not say "we are on tape today".

sometimes i just want a hug, even though i am not a huggable touchy person, unless you are a child or cute animal.

sometimes i wish i would have stuck with figure skating, without fear and hesitation.

sometimes i am confident with this half marathon idea. other times i am so very not.

sometimes this is what happens when i can't sleep. or just start thinking.


sometimes.
sometimes.