keep calm.

i have been trying to say this to myself a lot this past month, and will continue to do so in the weeks to come.

the to do list is quite long, and starting to make me anxious. i never used to be like that, it must be my age! when things start to pile up, i get freaked out inside! i am so tired, and just want to sleep! i am also literally dizzy. i hate when that happens.

one of my big anxieties right now is training for a half marathon in 3 weeks when all i have run (longest) is 6 miles since the princess half. i just want to feel strong for it. we'll see.

it's been lots of fun painting and helping my sister (who is probably really overwhelmed with the whole moving process) with her new house, and will start soon with preparation help for my brother and his new house!

last weekend was a nice getaway to the vera bradley outlet sale, but sleep was not my friend during my stay there, so i have been extra tired from that! but it was fun!

i have a long list of to do's (months worth) that i hope to get done soon. i hope to have a weekend at home, where i don't leave the house (other than to run) to get some things done. until then i hope to keep calm and carry on the best i can!

i know i may sound whiny, and yes, my issues may sound insignificant compared to others and their stresses, but things are different for different people, and as insignificant as mine may seem, they are what they are to me and everyone handles things differently.